Awful truth arise.

2009-09-13T15:50:00.001+08:00

MOVED.
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2009-09-10T11:53:00.002+08:00

Warning this will be a very long post.

I really did enjoy my birthday to the max. Be it,the bbq ; countdown to my birthday ; celebration with my 2 leng lue [pretty] ster & anna ; the night we let our hairs down, i love it all!
I believe birthday girl is lucky on her birthday. She met a very handsome guy at a pub, met a handsome bouncer who allows me but not my balloon to go in,my very handsome guy hold my hands and initiated to give me a ride. How lucky can she be,but i bet is just for that night. Haha!

080909. Went pubbing with my sis & her friends. Bought me a fillet burger as my bday cake as by the time we reach there,all the cakes shop are already closed. Over to fabulous. Tell me how can i not get tipsy with 3 person sharing a martell,with everyone's brithday toast. Headed to the next pub at BQ. Drank another jug,totally crazy. Back to crib at 6. Had only 4 hours of sleep before my birthday plan is out.

090909. Ster & anna came ringing my doorbell,holding on to a balloon at my door step. How can i not be surprise when anna told me we will be meeting later instead. Over to pasta de waraku at iluma to have our lunch,and i realise i ate just that 1 pathetic meal the whole day. Woo! I was just so touched to see them singing birthday song for me that i teared. I used to tell esther how much i wanna go holland village,just that i cant find a chance to go there. Finally the day has come,my girls bought my over there. I totally have no idea where they're bringing me to all these while. Ohmans,no words can describe how much i love them.
Ster & anna,fret not that i didnt enjoy my day with you girls. In fact though this is the simplest celebration but i love it the most. Best one ;) Im not trying to PLP (po lan pa) okay. Hahahaha!
The three of us just have so much to talk about. Nothing can i hide within you both eyes,whatever that's on my mind you girls often see thru them. I'll never forget the balloon ster,you bought for me on my first operation. Anna,always a phone call away whenever i needed a listening ear. To others,maybe this friendship is like a peanut to them,but to me it's definitely the best friendship i'll ever have throughout my life. Alrights i know im alittle mushy. But still i have to say this,I love you girls so much,very very much more then any other guys! ;)

Part 2. Siaotong beeying connie wan fong clara zhiwei chong hao qin han xu yuan keith lin kenneth.
Cracking our head which club should we head to. From dlb o to butter fact to arena ended up at rebel. First,like what i did mention above,the bouncer at zirca damn handsome y'know. Even beeying agrees with me. My balloon had to be parted with me,as balloon isnt allowed inside the club. :( So left it with my handsome bouncer. But i did went back to collect at the end of the day,so ster & anna i never forgets about the balloon even when i was tipsy. haha!
Club our night away,best club woohoo! I went tipsy and that was when i started going crazy with my girls. Omg, my blk shuaige fucking handsome okay! Even the guys who knows him agree with me. Was making my way to the toilet,when someone hold my hands and pulled me aside. At that very moment i was like who the fucking hell is that. To my surprise it him,omg! He wanna give me a ride home as we're staying the same blk. We suppose to exchange no,but fuck fuck fuck!!! My hp is not with me,and neither was his hp. So let fate decide if we're meant to see each other agn in the club. But fate is not on my side,didnt see him so there goes my chance ;(((
Y'know how happy was i that i went into the toilet and dance! haha

Good times always end so fast. & so my birthday is over just in a blink. Is there any more chance like these when i can be the limelight of the day agn/ ;(

2009-09-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

11 more hours to my 18th birthday!

2009-09-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i wanna thank everybody for attending my birthday bbq celebration. Thanks for the gifts,be it big one small one expensive one cheap one. Thanks my mayflowerian schoolmates,mdis mates, kcp mates, and the rest. A great thanks to my 4 beauties girlfriends for the surprise,the gifts and everything they done for me. &not forgetting my daddy,mummy & sis for all the effort they made for my bbq. I'm sorry that i lost my temper at my family recently. Im really sorry and thank you.
Without all of everyone's of you,me & keith's birthday celebration wouldn't be that successful yeah? Love you guys to the max!

Secondly,I really did enjoy my bbq alot alot alotttt! Definitely like what ster mention,the best birthday celebration ever. So happy.

Thirdly, i lost my damn wallet! I/C, Atm card, Money everything's gone. How to go club even when im 18. No damn bouncer will let me in even im officially 18. Good one man! Now my birthday plan how? Win already.

Fourth,having my last checkup before my operation. Tml checkup 10.30, no appt card no ic i wonder how lo? All those injections and stuffs.

So what if my birthday is like in 2 days time. Which goes to say my operation is in 8 days time. Hella!

I really feel like crying la. Everyone is telling me,the person who picks my wallet will mail back to me. I doubt such lucky thing will happen to me. If im so lucky,i wont even have to go through this operation. Lost my ic for the first & second time might be lucky,but i doubt it will for the third time.

Will upload those pictures taken on my birthday soon okay? Goodnights/

2009-09-05T15:51:00.002+08:00

Great! Bbq is like in 2 hours time. And fuck up mood now.
Quarrelled with mum several time due to my bbq. Im not excited about my bbq at all,i swear.
So what's the big deal its my birthday? Crap.

2009-09-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday ANNA!

Best of lucks to ya paper tml,study hard then we'll go enjoy right after the paper. ;)

Hope you enjoyed your 18th celebration.

2009-09-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

The day we went back mayflower sec for teacher's day.

2009-09-01T00:37:00.006+08:00

Fundamental paper screwed. Mutiple choice difficult like shit. Before paper,went back to secondary school. Still, secondary sec is da best mans! Feeling kinda pain on my feet,pray hard nothing goes wrong. Say BYE to my Armani code perfume,drop it broke it smell it. Everyone is saying my gift is so hard to buy,really so hard meh? Dont worry la,i'll like it as long as it's not soft toys ;) heheee

Cockup,stop thinking just stop it. She's tired,she wants to go to bed now! ;) Night

2009-08-30T01:12:00.006+08:00

Tong's birthday is over,anna's bbq is over. Hope my girls did enjoy themselves.Up next, anna's birthday cele and mine up next. Dont' be too excited,if not there'll be more dissapointment.

Exams are really round the corner,and i can say i never put in any effort studying at all. After studying an hour or so,i'll tend to think i studied alot. But hella an hour is definitely not enough.

&i've yet to start revising for my business paper,crap!

Seeing my girlfriends having their boyfriend to give them so many surprises and gifts,definitely i felt so envious. If only we were still in so damn good terms,probably there's someone who'll surprise me as well. Words that i said to him was kinda harsh that time,i regretted like hell. But what's the point,there's no turning back for me at all.

2009-08-29T02:34:00.002+08:00

Outta sudden,you came into my mind.
The times you bought me for supper.
Suprising each other by appearing outta nowhere.
You're the one you'll always entertain me when i crack lame jokes.
Making each other happy when one is feeling down.
Hundred and one things i missed.
No idea if you'll reading my blog either.
No idea if you remember my birthday is less than 2 weeks.
No idea if you remember we used to tell edrian and co. we'll go the rom on 090909
Didnt meant to pick a quarrel with ya that time,which we us both not even friends now?
Yes,i admit im happy when i heard from lynn that you're concern about my operation.
She told me every single thing you guys talk about.
Afterall,you're still the one who understand me so much.

Fuck,why am i so emo. Smile lehhhh ;)

Okay i took a hard work to make this thing. Like what i usually say,never before i made for any single guys i like/my exs all these handmade stuffs. So please appreciate hor,friend.
Tml then i say,not allow to mention a word yet. ;)

2009-08-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

Was on msn with weishing and he mention that recently he's sister was hospitalized due to food poisoning. And you know what,visiting hours are damn strict plus no vistiors are allowed to stay over night due to h1n1. Okay fuck.

So please,pray hard after the operation i can go home,please i dont wanna stay alone in the hospital. You don't know how worried am i. Anytime they'll come with those injections,bringing bad news to me and all the craps.

I know how worried was mummy and sis while waiting for my operation to end. They cried with me while seeing how worried i was for the op the other time. This time i'll try my best not to let anyone worry. haha

21 more days. I must quickly recover then i can go my class chalet. Please,allow me to go this time. I've missed the class chalet during march. Not anymore,please.

2009-08-26T00:48:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday,girlfriend!
Stay cute and meet your prince charming soon~
Enjoy your day and lastly hope you love your presents from we girls.

2009-08-25T10:43:00.003+08:00

13 more hours to my girlfriend's birthday. Bet she's excited like hella now.

Im so sad and happy. Happy - Edrian mention that he's planning a trip to thailand,paying for my expenese as my birthday. Sad - mum definitely wouldn't allow cos it's the 7th month. ;(

I want that winnie the pooh cake,but everyone is scolding me. That's so sad. Though i know it's a waste of $80 buying winnie the pooh cake. ;((( I will try to buy it still,if i have spare cash ;(

So sad,cos i have to go study liao! ;( Mood swings due to pms. Cramp is crap!

BYE

2009-08-23T21:09:00.005+08:00

Many things are unexpected,neither can i prevent it. 24 more days. Most of the days,i wrote a post but i just didnt post it out. Cos i know it's very silly.

Yesterday celebration siaotong's advance birthday. Everything was great,next to come is her actual brithday,followed by anna's then mine.

Time flies,18years of my life just past. And everything happened this year is something that i'll never forget.

My timetable.

27th aug - o'lvl eng oral
29th aug - anna's bbq
31st aug - fundamental of marketing paper
4th sept - principle of business management paper
5th sept - keith's & mine bbq
7th sept - last checkup before my operation
9th sept - I'm officially 18
16th sept - Hell time (operation)

Yes,what's there to be afraid of,since this is your second time? People around me knows im afraid of pain like hell. Is it the pain am i afraid of or the word operation or ..? I've no idea just so afraid. Im just thinking,why everything bad just falls on me. Doc asked if i want local or under anaesthetic,of cos i chose under anaesthetic la. Im not that strong,please. Local meaning,awake through out the operation.

Many things on my mind but i just dont feel like typing out. I feel like crying out loud. I dont have the mood to study. Im wasting every single day of my life by using com.

I always say i have no feeling for him but it isnt the case? Its been months ever since a guy treated me so good. Im not pretty nor many guys will fall for. So ... duhh Ahh fuck i dont wish to ponder about it aym. Okay bye!

2009-08-18T19:15:00.002+08:00

Screw broke. Operation in a month time. Nice one!
Uploaded all my pictures. Now i dont look forward to my birthday at all. How i wish the day never comes.

Been rather emotional these days. Few of close one have spoken to me,asking me to cheer up. Life's never fair to anyone. Is it true? But seems like most of the things happening to me is up to no good.

Whatever la,just smile my days away wouldn't it be better. ;)

Study hard everyone.

2009-08-18T18:43:00.011+08:00

2009-08-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

Okay great,just one phone call & now i have to sleep late. But she's more than happy to recieve that phone call.

** you know who la hor,stop peeping at my blog lahh haha! okay im just so lame i know. dont you dare forget my birthday! ;) **

Its time i start studying. Yes,i scored 81 for my fundamental of marketing,still it's jusr 20 % lehh,so happy for what crap.. Please study,and stop pushing it to tml when i jolly well knows my tml will never come.

BYEEE~

2009-08-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

ALICIA IS FEELING SO TIRED & RESTLESS. Hands no longer belongs to me. Feet turns so wobbly.
Just after 2 days of work,she's feeling so bad. Still,she never regret her job.

WILL UPLOAD PICTURES TML! Anna taught me to press ctrl F5,this way i can upload liao!
Yeahhhh!

Fucking tired. Gonna sleep now. Goodnights!

2009-08-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

I wrote a fucking long post,and i accidentally highlight it and delete it. Fucked up.
I can't post pictures still,is my laptop going crazy or blogger is mad?

Just got back from wisma with mum and sis. Food republic for dinner,so ex and not so nice can? Skipping my breakfast and lunch,hoping to eat something nice,but end up crap. Okay i shall should being go grumpy with my everything. Cotton on then forever 21. Mum and sis bought their top/dress. I bought 1 stylo milo bag from cotton on,that $2 barget bag. Haha! So funny ma,so just buy lo.

Found a handful of jobs,but it's either im too picky or .. First job at ION,pay suck but i thought i could just work for a period before my birthday. But people there were even more crazy. Showing black face like as if i owe them anything? Boot-licker? Totally cmi,the job. Please sack me so that i can get my one day pay. Bye,$800 per month.
Second intro-ed job,pay kinda high plus commision = $1400+ for 3 weeks. But everyday from 14sept - 4oct,no off days. 12pm-10pm,damn hetic can? Bet i cant even stand it for 1 week,be it 3 weeks. So,bye bye $1400.
Third and fourth job,please pray hard i get it. Please,finally i've made up my mind to work,so please give these 2 jobs please? ;(

Life is so happening,friend's birthday one after another. It's like almost every week im going someone's bbq/chalet/celebration. If this carries on,i bet i've no money for my holiday ;(

Same school routine everyday. Either morning lesson or evening lesson. Saving money like hell now.

Came to know from one of my friend that he was affected with H1N1.So just hope that he'll get well soon. ;)

BYE BYE,TANG XIN FONG BAO BEFORE HEADING TO BED.

2009-08-06T05:57:00.001+08:00

SHE SLEPT AT 2,WAKE UP AT 530 TO SO CALLED LAST MIN LOOK THROUGH MY NOTES.
BUT WHY IS HER LAPTOP ON,& chatting on msn with edrian. I just dont understand why?

Goodluck to all for fundamental marketing paper later,at 830 ;(
Though it just stand 30% of the overall marks.

SADSADSADSAD,SO SAD ;(

2009-08-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

She's suppose to be studying for her marketing paper tomorrow. Yet i dont know why is she's so addicted with facebook. Everyone is getting ill,including me.
Everyone is studying hard for their exams in august,including me, ster and those besties in poly.
PLEASE STUDY HARD,& SLEEP EARLY AS WELL.LET'S ALL MUG LIKE HELLA NOW,& ENJOY OUR SEPT HOLIDAYS TGT!

So much bbq coming up next,tang's siaotong's anna's and MINE PLUS KEITH! Woohhhooa~
Saving money in progress,so dont encourage me to spend money by asking me out. LOL

1 months 4 days to goes. My life will never be the same again by then ;) Change for good.

Bye, off to that boring marketing book. ;(

CASH COWS,DOG,STARS,QUESTION MARKS. Omfg

2009-08-02T02:49:00.005+08:00

Ehh so weird uh. Im using my own laptop now,and i can upload pic but all the pics are in my sis's lappy. Freakin helllaaa!
Happy birthday,Sharon. Just got back from her brithday celebration @ her place.Life's sucha bore. Have to study for the test on this coming thurs.No lesson on mon & wed,double yayness!~
Okay i shall go use my sis laptop & try uploading pics. Back right back! ;)

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Ahh great i can only upload them in my old post. I cannot creat a new post,fuck man.

Sharon's Birthday Celebration.
Beeying's Chalet / Birthday Celebration. Alastier's Chalet / Birthday CelebrationDay out with girlfriend's to get beeying's gift.Cam-whored in class. 17th July, SENTOSA & SEESHA WITH MY BABES & HUNKS

2009-07-31T19:03:00.005+08:00

If blogger still dont allow me to upload pics,i might be closing it down.
What's the fucking use of blogging without pictures. So meaningless isn't it.

Happy brithday my beloved beeying. You're officially legal,wait for me before going enjoy uh!
My birthday plan will be gone case,i think?
I dont look foward to the celebration but im looking forward to the age. ;)

BYE!

2009-07-27T10:31:00.003+08:00

HEYYO~

I've missed up so much that i've no idea where to start from.
Beeying advance birthday celebration at chalet is fun,but due to some mishaps which cause most of us unhappy. But it's over ;)
We had so much fun,from being the first to reach. Decorating the chalet with balloons,surprising my beloved every one hour with our gifts, bbq-ing the foods and eating it,drinking our lungs out and lastly clearing all the messing which we've made.
When i was about to fall asleep, kayfong started snoring beside my ear which wakes me up.
Cabbed back with the sept babies,slept for 4 pathetic hours before dragging myself to cousin's place. When to bring the 2 small kids to see fireworks. Yes,fireworks to me is nothing to WOW about. Cos since young,i've been seeing fireworks at my cousin's place.
Sunday,home the whole afternoon before beloved to acc her for dinner. Ended up,i ate with her suki. Waited for eugene they all,then over to play l4d.

I've so much pictures to upload,so lazy can? Wait till the day im free,which is dont know when also. Heee
&fucking hell,i've no idea why i cant upload pics! FUCK FUCK FUCCCCCKKKK MAN!~

Should i give myself a birthday present? Only beloved know what am i talking about. Cos every year i'll give myself a present,&this year it's my 18th,so shall it be a bigger present for myself?

ohya im happy,but i shall not be so proud. Cos this is just the easy one,the difficult one is still not up. Cos alicia score a quite good result for her first 2 module. I got an A for Cs and B for PAF. She must continue to study hard,so that she wont let her mum down ;)

ALICIA IS SO SAD TO SEE THE SKY SO DARK. Which means she cant go out? ;((((

2009-07-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

ALICIA IS VERY HAPPY!

FRIENDS ARE GREAT,FAMILY IS EVEN GREATER!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY AND WANFONG!~

Alicia having bad stomachache last night,which leads her unable to sleep till 6am. She woke up at 10am and ring her gf,they were still at amk. So she rush down to harbourfront to meet hunks and babes. SILOSO BEACH.First thing happen,volley ball slam onto her face. Followed by frisbee flying onto her face,tell me why is she so lucky. She is so red now,just like that suckling pig. Laughing at myself. Tabao fast food and sit along vivo and eat. Over to arab st,seesha. This is not her first time seesha,yet she keeps getting choke with apple mint and mixed fruits,but grape still the best. SHIOK BUT DAMN TIRED!~

Let me enjoy my last day of holiday before hell starts again.
MON TUE WED FULL DAY IN SCHOOL,DAMN GAO LAK!~
LOVE YOU PEOPLE,NIGHTS!

2009-07-17T16:47:00.003+08:00

Piangs i need to buy alot of things lehhh. I got 1oo with anna,another 40 with ying,another 20 stuck in my a/c. Total $160
$290 to go,jia you man! Who wanna donate me $$$$ heheee

Go find my babe now! OKAY BUAI BUAI!~

2009-07-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry Lynn for not meeting you for supper the other day.
Sorry Li yen for not meeting you to town today.
Sorry edrian for not joining you guys to pub ytd.
Sorry people for not attending the outings,i know there will be more outing im gonna miss.
Reasons,either too sick / too lazy / no mood. EXCUSES THAT I'll GIVE.

But acutual reasons is .. ..

Okay i saw one purse from agnes b' for my girlf. I know she wont be seeing this,so i can type in my blog. Please people,dont go tell her. Thank you.
Saving at least $300 for my 3 girlf's birthday presents.
And another $150 for my birthday.
So now y'know why im really broke? Totally impossible to save $450 within 2 months,but i'll try.

SO SORRY FOR LYING TO YOU GUYS,BABES & HUNKS. heheheeeee

2009-07-17T13:25:00.002+08:00

Okay,im fucking fed up. Is a matter of time im gonna blown out.
Please,text me on my mobile instead of calling. Cos my phone will be off most of the time,but i'll on it once in awhile to check my msges. Don't ask me why,cos im freaking fed up.

Im having alot of fun with my friends nowadays.
Went over to girlf workplace to surprise her on wed,but i lost my way at yishun which gives me no choice but to ring her up. Late dinner at nearby coffeeshop. Heart talks for hours. I felt so much relieve after pouring out everything in my mind. Yes,i know im so paranoid to even think that my gf dislikes me. Stupid right?

Yesterday,went out with my classmates to cele alast's birthday. Yesterday was his actual bday.
Dinner at that popular chicken rice at parklane nearby,and then rochor beancurd. BEST I TELL YOU! Pool all the way then bused back.

Okay. Im fucking fed up,y'know. I know i dont really hate my family,but things are up to the stage that makes me loathe staying at home. That's the reason for keeping my mobile off.

NO PICTURES! GO facebook see yourself!
BYE

2009-07-14T05:41:00.005+08:00

GOOD MORNING

Time check,it's 5.41am now. I've just had my bathe,and here i am sooo awake! Left alastier's chalet around an hour ago?

Sorry for not updating my blog fequently. Yeah,out with ster on sun evening as we're having holiday the whole week,so its time for us to go shopping. Didnt bought anything but we bought ourselves a sumptous dinner. Suppose to have botak'js chicken wing but the Q was damn long man.

Okay back to alastier's chalet.\

Supposing to leave at 10.30,yet we drag all the way till 4.45. Quite fun de ma. Also the guys there man shuai de lehhh,bu shi man shuai le shi ji shuai siaaaaa haha! Cos becos i told alastier his friends in his facebook pic quite handsome,somehow or rather he keep asking me to make friend with that particular guy. But he really quite shuai lehhh,and also damn look like "him". Okay shall not mention much about him. Why am i talking so typically,cos i get influence by the way lynn and some other friend talks.

Was bored till we came out the idea of playing weird games like hide and seek and word guessing with his friends. End up word guessing was the game which makes everyone laughing their asses off man. All kind of stupid words that we've to guess la. Strawberry flavour condom,Push up bra, rubber dick, daredevil,michael jackson shitting etc.. Damn tico lo they all. Ha! I tell you,costa sand chalet is cockroach zone man! You can find hundreds of cockroach outside. There was one crawling around the chalet while they were dancing there,and that shuai ge take up the cockroach and dance with it,wthella right?

Okay moral of the story is,the chalet was damn fun. Intend to stay till morning,but shine wasnt feeling well so went back at last.

Tell you,there's another guy there very shuai one,actually not one la,but afew. Haha!
Okay please wake me up,thank you.
See my facebook for more pictures ;) Chalet's pic not up yet.

GOODA NIGHTS!~

2009-07-11T02:43:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I CAN UPLOAD MY PICS,Y'KNOW!

Congratz,paf is gone case,totally like shit y'know. Miracles for once please. Met wanfong yiling huiru & jieying after my paper for dinner,like finally y'know? Over to town to find anna and bf beeying xiaotong esther and bf and keith. See them eat ding tai fong,too full to store any more food into my stomach. Contemplating whether to join lynn & bf edrian and blablabla to some pub or to meet wanfong to hangout. Ended up,back to amk. Waited for eugene to knock off before we went for l4d. Okay busy friday.

Tml pleaseeeeeee be an interesting saturday for me. Cos exams are over,it's time to have fun.

Okay off to sleeep ;)

It's not fair, it's really not okay.

2009-07-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

Caught MJ's memorial video this morning. &this is what i saw while searching for his video

"Michael Jackson may be able to rest in peace at Neverland Ranch afterall. Despite reports of all the official "red tape" barring him from finding a final resting place in Neverland, it seems the King of Pop may already be residing there.CNN's Larry King Live shot an interview with MJ's brother Jermaine Jackson. During the segment they shot footage of Jackson's Neverland Ranch, and inside the private residence. If you watch closely you can see what appears to be a figure crossing down at the end of the hallway. VIDEO BELOW"

http://www.examiner.com/x-6336-Orlando-Entertainment-Examiner~y2009m7d6-Michael-Jacksons-spirit-roams-Neverland

Click on the link for the video.

Yes,i shed like mad while watching his memorial. Can you imagine usher even shed tears? What his daughter said,really touches my heart. My dad used to be a big fan of him since young. He has almost all his albums. It's really unbelievable that he's gone like this. A month ago his concert was a big hoohaa to everyone,now that memorial was his final journey of his life. "A greatest entertainment" He was kind of handsome before the plastic surgery.

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you,
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

And oh I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Yes I will, yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there

2009-07-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

GOOD LUCK.
-I gonna spend hundred odd on fixing that damn phone,warranty doesnt cover it.
-I lost some contacts,but it's all writting on the piece of paper. Lazy to copy over the contacts
-Friday having PAF paper yet i can waste my time blogging, facebook, going out & enjoy life.
-I cant upload pics in blog
-All my pics in that damn phone is gone,all gone ;(

BAD LUCK.
-I can get to meet my friends soon.
-My birthday is up in 2months2days time.
-Im going to have sushi for dinner later.

Bye!

2009-07-06T00:10:00.004+08:00

I MUST ADMIT THIS YEAR IS TOTALLY NOT MY YEAR!

Who is capable of injuring the ligament twice within 4 months.
Who is capable of making spoilt two mobiles within a month.
IT'S ME.

This time i damaged my sis phone. I really felt like crying. It's not im being paranoid. But i really had enough,what did i do wrong to deserve all these bad lucks upon me? One after another,ridiculous! Perhaps like what i've told many,i might not be able to live till the end of this year.

Im very tired,yet im too upset and angry with myself.
I just need someone to talk to,just keep quiet and listen to all my complains. Many things after since that incident,i've been keeping to myself. I thought i could just let it go by not mention a word about it,yet i really gonna burst out soon. Thanks anna & esther~

If you're trying to contact me,try calling me cos i dont like texting with this spare phone.
Please dont mind me for asking 'WHO ARE YOU' cos some of my contacts went missing after changing phone after another.

ANNA,LOVE YOU! See ya soon okay?
ESTHER, See you in 14 hours time. STUDY HARD
And lastly,best of lucks to my classmat for later CS PAPER!

2009-07-04T21:55:00.008+08:00

HELLO! I just got back from malaysia. Fret not,i've got no fever or any illness yeah? Haha

Okay this really suck big time. Im having im having my exams in 2 days time,and i have no idea what to study for Communication Skills. Accounts is giving me problems!

Went over to malaysia to attend my grandma's sister the great-grand children's wedding. Complicated ehh? So envy the new-weds,never marry a poor ass. If not you will only celebrate your wedding @ chalet,wth isnt it? Who doesnt wish to have a grand wedding man,i mean at least have a dinner at some presentable restuarant and a couple of gowns to change into. Instead of those cheapo one. Aiya long way to go,or maybe no one wants to marry me even. Haha!

Can you imagine i watched transformer twice? And both time i shed as optimus prime dead. Cant wait for part 3. For your info,Josh Duhamel is so handsome. Who is he? He's Major Lenox in the movie,transformer.

RESTAURANT CITY IS SO ADDICTIVE. ;)

Sorry lately my post dont have much pictures,cos im lazy to bring my cam out. While this new phone i've no idea why it cant bluetooth into my laptop. So,wait aawhile for people to send me pics okay? LOL
AND I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT UPLOAD PICS IN BLOGGER LEHHHH WEIRD LO!

Bye!

2009-07-02T01:48:00.002+08:00

I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same'
Cause everything inside it never comes out right

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

Just got back from kaden's chalet. Celebrated his 21st birthday @ the chalet. Everyone got so emo today. But still with shine around there's always entertainment ;) Chat with her so much in the train,she teach me to take initiative to him? Some sort of courage me? Okay,i dont know why i got so carried away which i smoke too many puff today which makes me uncomfortable now. Was listening to the song " SORRY" the whole journey. Many thoughts ran through my mind,which partly got me so emo.

I can't let anything affect my mind now,i need to concentrate on my studies now! No fun, no love no gamings for the time being. Alicia,you can do it! Gonna sleep now,and no more emo tomorrow onwards.

GOODNIGHTS!

2009-07-01T01:30:00.004+08:00

HELLOWWW! Just hung up with lynn and cass. Too much to talk about that we have to make a date for we girls soon!

Got tempted to snap off my fringe while looking at my past pics. It's not straight,i know! That's style ma! I just love my fringe so much! Whenever i look myself in the mirror,i cant stop myself from smilling. HAHA!

This week is study week,yet im slacking my days away either playing facebook games or sleeping. I can sleep @ 12 and wake up 9 in the morning then back to sleep around 12plus all the way to 6plus. This shows how tired i am okay.

I'm watching ET HD,the way janet mention about jackson thingy,makes me feel that i must cherish my sister. Felt unbeliveable for jackson's death,moment ago his concert was a hoohaaa among everyone. Next moment he's gone just like that. Why when he's around,rumours about him from so many people,now when he's gone,everyone buy all his album. LOL

Okay please pray hard my leg is recovering. I dont wanna go for another op on my another leg, please!

Ehhh i miss my friends alot lehhh. Secondary school friends,every single one!

GOOBYE!

2009-06-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm fine. I cried like hell when i was about to go visit the sin seh. I twisted my ligament and my soft bone. 2 days later i have to back and see if it's recovering. PLEASE PRAY HARD.
The other time i thought my leg was recovering,didnt expect that its worst which i have to undergo an op. So hopefully this time i not as suay can?

2009-06-28T00:32:00.005+08:00

Okay say that im superstitious. Alot of people is saying because this year,goat "FAN TAI SUI" so we have to go pray. I didnt went to pray personally,my mum helped me. Because im not sincere? So this year is not my luck?

I INJURED MY LEG AGAIN! But luckily / sway it's the other leg? I was at my cousin's chalet when i turn around suddenly the bone on my knee cap there got the sound "CRAKKKK". After that,i have a hard time walking. Limbing like the previous time,or perhaps worst. Cos this time i couldn't straighten my knee. Oldest children there,yet i behave like a cry baby. Would be visiting the TCM ( traditional chinese medicine ). If tml i never blog,means im hospitalized. Cos i predict that i've torn my ligament. Fucking pain when i walk up know. Previously i can walk up the stairs easily,now i cant! Pain like fuck when i climb up the stairs.

Thank you for the luck this year. Who knows,this is my last year of life?

Little cousin is having his leg operation this coming tuesday. He's definately strong enough to go through it without a tear. Unlike me,hahah! Cry so much during those days before my op.
Hope that he's op will be successful,so that the tumor wouldn't grow agn.

2009-06-25T21:58:00.003+08:00

Tml having mock exam,and now im tooooo tired to study. GG LO! Suppose to go mac and study,but i ended up copying out all my contact in my mobile. Cos i've predict it will break into 2 any moment. LOL! WTHELLA RIGHT?

Humans are just so weird! Their thinking is even more worst man. Some people can be so evil and deceiving at times.

GOODNIGHT!

2009-06-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

Im sorry for neglecting my blog nowadays.
Serve me right,i rather enjoy my life and sacriface my sleeping time. &now,fucking sick! Afriad i might get infected with swine flu. I know im being paranoid. My voice change because of l4d,i can scream so much with my classmates while l4d,till everyone at the lan shop is staring at us. LOL!
Okay,exams are round the corner,&fuck i really need buck up my dam poa.

Im post to deyi sec to retake my english o's. Who's with me beside anna and ster?

Im happy with my life,thanks everyone! I've so many pictures to upload,but where to find the time ehhh?

2009-06-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Love you to the extreme,our wonderful dad! ;)

2009-06-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

ONE WORD,Jealously.
Why am i so jealous about it.

2009-06-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

Don't really have the time to blog,cos i don't even have enough time for my sleep.

Though school hours are short,but after school im either spending time with my schoolmates, girlfriends or family. Last monday didnt have any lesson,so went out with schoolmates. Caught drag me to hell,it's really hella for me! Scare myself to hella. Studying for past few days,but did i really study? haha!

Today,finally caught up with my girlfriends! Laughing like mad,&i'm the "YA SHEN" (tooth god) haha everyone have 28 teeth while i have 32 teeth, this made a joke outta we girls. Especially that 'PANTY LINER JOKE' ( Behind stories,but that person asked me not to blog it out,so i cant. So sad ) hahahahhahaha laughing my ass out la! With my girls,we can talk everything under the sun. KBOX,FINALLY! Yvonne got us the big big room,damn big eh! Cos only the 4 of us having sucha big room.

Waiting for my dear anna & yvonne to upload those pics.

Been kinda vexed these days, just feels that sooner or later we both gonna end up not even friends. If you think im neglecting you due to my school or whatsoever reason, that's real stupid. Cos do you even have the time for me? You used to be one of the damn good guy compared to every other guys. Seems im so wrong,you're just of the same kind. No longer bickering,but real quarrels after since she came back to your life. There's no need for me to use him/her as an excuse,cos there isn't a need at all,y'know. It's not the first day you know i speaks my heart out to him all the time. Anyway, im not your whoever,so why should i bother so much about you or you bothering about me? Jolly well patch with her,and have a happy ending. Good luck chap.

2009-06-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

A MUST BLOG THING.

Over to kee's place for studying session,i must say i finish a unit of poa and the rest of the time is use on either crapping or computer. HAHA! So damn tired you know not. Cabbed down to chomp chomp for dinner,eat kinda little cos we bought 2 packets of frozen fries and 2 big bottle of drink over to his place to munch while studying. Cos was too full to eat much. Tour around serangoon to see those houses there,and find our way back.
You know what not,keith lin guo zhong bring us walk round & round. You know not only fat ass tired,my 2 screw in my feets is gonna break anytime,lol! Finally we reach amk. Thank goodness we saw connie,our angel which leads us a short cut way back. My feets are wobbly,my mind is too tired to think of anything,my eyes is closing soon,my ears are too tired to listen to his complains. I just wanna sleep now.

Goodnight.

2009-06-14T02:12:00.017+08:00

Okay,so damn finally yvonne is willing to upload all these pics,haha!

These pictures includes,esther's bday,jasmine bday,class outing plus those random pics taken at random places. HAHA This is only part of my classmates,majority of the pretty babes & handsome hunk are all in the pic,so look clearly! hahahahahaa Okay today is a long day as well as the next 2 days,have an early night people!

Thanks for all the fuck up attitude in the text and call,but i understand cos army life isn't as easy as what i expect. Please drink more water okay? ;)

2009-06-11T21:59:00.002+08:00

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School mates are great ;) They motivates me to go school every morning cos i'll think of their crap-ness and their fun-ness! Xue er and me is just so cheeky,hahahaha! We always imagine about.. .. .... hahahhaha! Behind stories lah. LOL

Okay goodnight,tml will be a long day in school. Have to go to bed early.
Yes,i will work hard on my poa. No worries man.

NIGHTS I LOVE MY LIFE :)

2009-06-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hello!
From today till the day dee pop,i'll have a person lesser whom i can pour my sorrows / share my happiness with. Good & bad thing yea?

Today is a day which have no lessons,tml's gonna be a damn boring day cos i'm having Accountings. So confusing you know? After school meeting up with my dudes,hurray.

Penny jieying & wanfong was @ my place this evening. Crapping away.

Im waiting for everyone to sent me photos ;(

2009-06-10T09:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th birthday fat-asssy the ster-ass!
Hope you had fun with all the surprises & gifts from we girls. Glad to see that you're always so happy when you received our gifts,and that mini surprise in class ytd ;) No need to say much,cos already said toooooo much in those mini to medium to big birthday cards. Haha! ;) Last long eh,& stay happy 4ever.

2009-06-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR GOLD? I meant blonde close to gold.
I like my hair colour when i first dye it,now it's fading. ;(

What if i fall back for him? Everyone will bound to scold me right? hahahaaa

2009-06-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

What's more besides schools & celebrating fat-ass & my sis bday? ;) GREAT!

Friday went town after school to hunt for ster's present. Hard to decide man,cracking our head to think of what to buy.

Over to meet sis & thomas and wife @ serangoon garden. Dinner at chomp chomp then over to liquid kitchen. First attempt of Lamborghini & Waterfall,taste like those herbs,damn bitter! Eeew

Saturday over to hub to get ster's gift again,headed over to a void-deck to get all her cards and all written,BBQ-ed. Met up with ex-classmates, and so many friends! If i did enjoy myself,bet everyone else did enjoyed as well. Left early to get the cake over to meet sis friends.

One of her friend came to give me a ride over. Yes,my sis didnt know anything about the cake. I choose my fav. cake,COFFEE CAKE haha! Sis asked me over cos she knows her friends will definitely get her drunk,so i was there to help her drink. Sis was alil drunk while i was totally sober,cos didnt really drink much? &blablablaaa unhappy things started to happen.

Today,went to eat with my family to celebrate sis's birthday.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED FAT SIS!

Whatever unhappy things happen just let it go,time will heal all wounds ,just like my feet. Thanks for always lending me your ears,giving me support during all bad times. Especially the time when i was hospitalized. Yes,we do quarrel most of the time due to our different thinking. But still,we're back in good terms after a couple of days. Everyone envy our relationship cos not many siblings get to be as close as we does. I satisfied having you as my sister. You'll find your future one soon,dont rush! Hope you like the gifts and surprises. Wish that you'll get to know more rich guys so that you have more choice to choose as your future one eh! &remember no matter what happen,we as your family will be there for you ;)
FOREVER YOUR *SKINNY* SIS. ;)

More pics are on my facebook.

2009-06-04T16:04:00.004+08:00

BATTLEFIELD - JORDIN SPARKS

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

Totally explain what's going between us, WAFS

2009-06-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

IM SO TIRED TO EVEN EAT MY DINNER!~'
SCHOOL'S SO FUN, IMMA LOVING IT! FRIENDS THERE ARE GREAT TOO :)
But i've yet to know my suave,hahaha!

You made me so fed up to even answer your calls / texts. Thank you for making me day so upset. Do you even know i cried so hard when i got to know about it? Once moment you're so sweet another moment you like shit,really no idea how to carry on if even friendship is already a trouble.

2009-06-02T18:28:00.007+08:00

It's only the second day in school and me&ster can make a hella fool of ourselves infront of the whole class,causing everyone LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OUT!
**100 eggs can only be used to cook omelette!**

OKAY! I FOUND ANOTHER MOTIVATION FOR GOING TO SCHOOL!
First is because i've ster ass being with me,uhhh so sweet!
Secondly,its a secret! LOL SO I SHALL NOT COMPLAIN HOW BAD IS SCHOOL! ;)

Suppose to meet dee to expo,but stomach aching like hella which makes me rush home for the comfortable toilet. So that i can shit in peace,haha! Ended up i fall asleep causing him to wait alone @ bishan. SO SORRY LA HOR! heheheee

ANW,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JADEN!
Hope you like the gift la! &&thanks for the bombing all the times,hahahaha
&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG POH!
Hope you'll enjoy clubbing like hellla & dont worry next time i meet you sure bring pretty girls down! HHAHAHAH

2009-06-02T06:26:00.002+08:00

MUMMY BOUGHT ME A PAIR OF CROCS!

First day of school was great? At least i still have my ster-ass with me! haha Okay i must admit is nothing great to envy my friends to go school thinking what to wear everyday. Because of this reasons,i must wake up 20 min earlier in case i cant make up my choice what clothes to wear to school? But damn im only wearing t-shirt and a bottom,why bother wearing so nice to school with sucha hot weather yeah?

Waking up at 5.30 every morning is hella tiring. I miss my bed man,see the timing now. Im so gonna set my alarm @ 6 instead. An hour for me to prepare is more than enough.

I really tired,but yet i just cant sleep early every night. ;( I really need to change my body alarm man! Can you imagine that im so tired till i slept like a log on my way home in the bus? Oh great!
For the past 3 months,there nothing in my dictionary called TIRED! Now there's nothing in my dictionary called AWAKE! haha

meeting ster @ 7.30 at her house bustop,which mean i needa leave my place @ 7.10 which goes to say im left with 40 min! Damn i should wake up later,yawnsssssssss~

2009-05-31T15:45:00.004+08:00

Whoops im sorry for neglecting my blog with photos. Im just so lazy to upload every single photos. Shopping like hell these few days. Shopping like crazy,if you did went shopping with me,you'll know how crazy am i. I can buy non-stop even without needing it,so crap right?

Saturday went town with my sis to see see look look buy buy. Ended up she bought more things than me. Over to khatib to collect those blogshop items then back home. Back to town in the night to meet ying & tong to pass them things. Went to find edrian and lynn while they're at the new shopping centre @ bugis. Met grandson and his cousin then over to haji lane for seesha.

He's back to town,last night flight.

Anna told me not to meet him,in case he got the swine flu! hahaaa!

Told him that esther they all plan to go buy their "GUYS" to ster's bbq,and he say he afriad he's too handsome that my girls will fall for him! Fucking thick skin la. LOL Yes, and within a day,one moments we're so good,another moment quarrel like shit. Like what i said,things are not the same sooner later. Im neither angry nor sad yeah. ;)

Ohmans THAT HE is just so handsome la! Ohmygoodness. LOL!

Great here goes my $120 due to part of the birthday gifts. Still a long list to buy on my shopping list,goodness! I damn gao spend money man.

Wish me good luck for my first day of school tml! Who is kind enough to give me a morning call @ 6am tml morning? Haha.

2009-05-29T01:27:00.002+08:00

TOO FED TO SLEEP! Damn it. Thank you

2009-05-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Okay within these 2 days,i've spend more than a hundred. For both weeks i've spend probably $300? Damn fuck up,where i spend my money on? I've no idea. I just bought 3 tops yeah? Must be on food, drinking, useless stuffs! I've watch like 2-3movies every week,pro!

Ytd was out with my partner,so real long time after since i met her. I just cant stand it when you have to try something you wanna buy,cos it suck when you love it so much yet feel uncomfortable when you wear it. But you must be thinking,then what for buy something uncomfortable right? Great,without trying i mistaken a top as L yet only when i reach home i realize i bought S size,damn fuck up! Really man,damn it! &i love it so much la,i don't care i wanna go down town to get it by this week!

Today,went to meet my girls. Over to O2skin to buy hella lots of thang! I buy not because i like,because it's damn cheap! Nourishing cream for only 1.90,freakin cheap la! So buy buy buy,buy till 3 creams and 1 shampoo. Haha! Just buy lo,since so cheap. I wanted to buy more,but ster scolded me for being so SIAO lol! Novena cotton on is not as cheap as the one @ wisma so nah,bought nothing! STEAMBOAT @ ZHEN FA HUO HAI XIAN! Got 1 cute guy which looks damn like my ex there,hahahahahahaaa! SO CUTE MAN!

Okay tml is another shopping day for me,i wanna buy buy buy! My school is starting y'know!
y'know how excited yet scare i am? My body clock is damn wrong!
Sleeping @ 3am,waking up @ 9am, back to sleep from 10am to the time i need to wake up.
So how am i going to school like this man!? First day of school starts @ 8.30 am,freak!
So i needa wake up at 6am? Journey takes me an hour at least?

Lazy to buy pencil case liao,sian! Damn flickle minded man!
& y'know i feel like closing my blogshop when my school is starting?
& y'know i needa study the subject which i hate/drop during sec school,which is POA!
FUCK TIMES A MILLION! POA LEH!? WHAT THE HELLA MAN!

Alicia you're doing a great job in spending money,keep it up man! BRAVO! Spend more money and you'll win lottery okay.

N'other fuck thang,man utd lost. Isnt it wthella? Suay gao lak man.

IM LAZY TO UPLOAD ANY PIC COS I HAD ONLY 5 HOURS OF SLEEP YTD!
SORRY PEOPLE!

2009-05-27T00:43:00.002+08:00

IMPORTANT!

This post is to all my girls,dudes,friends whoever is having whatever upcoming test,yeah?
STUDY HARD DUDES! Though things are not as easy as secondary school but gonna put in your best effort and study hard okay!
ESPECIALLY TAY BEEYING,TAN SIAOTONG, ANNA NG, NEO KEESOON & KEITH LIN!
See this! Study hard & if you people get your expected grades then i'll treat you people big feast ;) Never think of giving up hor tan siaotong,you give up dont ever come talk to me,&i mean it.

2009-05-26T17:30:00.009+08:00

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Monday,"THE CONSPIRACY" with sis and mum and over to GOOD CHEERS @ serangoon garden with sis & friends.

Just got back from my checkup,everything was fine. Doc mention i can't walk to much if not the screw might break inside the bone,yuck. But i've been walking not stop these days man,pray hard from today till the day of my operation nothing will happen. Cross my fingers ;)

ohyah got myself a top from cotton on while shopping alone after my checkup. Why am i alone? Cos i quarrelled with my sis after my checkup,so we walk our walk way. Damn stupid yea? But which siblings doesn't quarrels? hahaaa

5 more days for me to enjoy my holiday.

4 more days before he fly back to town.

3 more days to meet my dudes.

2 more days to meet my girls.

1 more day to meet my partner.

hehe.....

2009-05-25T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hello people.

My sunday was so much better,have a wonderful sleep till 1pm this afternoon. Over to jaden's chalet during evening time. Poor boy is going army in 2 weeks time,say bye to his hair. He had no birthday cake cos he was hungry the day before so he went to open his refrigerator and ate away half of his birthday cake. What the! So,me connie beeying and zhiwei when hunting for his cake. Gave him a suprise,bought him a miniture barney's best friend DJ cake and a huge choc cake for him. Initially gave him the small cake and told him that we only manage to buy this small cake. Went up the chalet,got the big cake prepare and gave him a surprise,he say he felt so sweet! haha We girls didnt eat any bbq food,we only ate those cook food and you know what?

I told the girls,"we sure wont get to eat the bbq food so we stay in the chalet and eat all this!"

Hahhaah damn funny la.

More pictures here! ;)

2009-05-24T04:32:00.002+08:00

FUCKING TIRED YET I CAN'T SLEEP,SHIT MAN! See the time now,4.32am. Fuck! Those few days when i couldn't sleep,i'll just ring you up disturbing you from your dreamland,now like fuck. When am i gonna hear your voice again eh? Quickly fly back to spore can? Felt so relying on you suddenly,like soooo girl outta sudden. Shit!

2009-05-24T01:21:00.008+08:00

What about my friday?
~~KBOX~~ CUT HAIR ORCHARD ROAD FOR SHOPPING FEP FOR FRIED RICE :) ~~MOVIE~~ BOTAKJONES ~~SHOPPING ON MY OWN~~ MET DRIAN FOR TALK COCK SESSION
HOME EARLY ON A FIRDAY NIGHT

Why strokes? Cos keith lin guo zhong bomb la hor. LOL Why stroke out shopping on my own,cos anna just won't allow me to go shopping on my own. What a boring friday but at least anna's there to spend my friday with.

As for my saturday night? Slightly better lo haha

Jeffrey's birthday celebration NIGHT IN D MUESEUM AT AMK JUBILEE MAC &THAT'S ALL.

Hope tml will be a better day for me,please?

Pics are all with anna,waiting for her updates ;)

myone&onlyfuturewhenareyoucomingbackcosimmissingulikefucknowthanku.

becauseofuisleepeverynightwithoutturningmyphonetosilentmodewhichcausemeinsomiaforthosefewnights.

soimustthankuforbeingsokindtomewhateveritispleasecomebacksoon,okay?

( MORE PICS HERE! )

2009-05-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

Damn addicted to this Thai song which dee send me before he left for his trip. He knows i don't really like Thai songs so he keep reminding me umpteen times to listen to it. Only till today then i listen to it,i search for the lyrics damn touching. Totally change my impression of Thai song.
Got it translate from Thai to English,meaningful and sad.

How she got my mobile number,i've no idea at all.I didn't expect she'll text me,she was being friendly just asking what's between the both of us. Seems like the both of you still contact,if i say im not jealous at all that's a lie. Definitely im so jealous,but upon hearing what she told me,i wasn't that jealous anymore. I've been thinking so much after hearing what she said in the text.
The feeling is just so weird,not frustrated not jealous but some weird feeling im having now.
What between the both of you in the past i don't wanna care,who doesn't have a past anyway?
Im like so silly typing all these when you can't even see it. 1 week later and im able to see you,by then will we still be like what we are now? With my school's starting so soon,with your army life,with all the book in and night duty,with your 2 free days with your friends and family,with my hectic school work,what we'll become by then? I wonder. Good things always have to come to an end,eventually. Am i right? So tell me not to pin too much hope.

จะเป็นไรไหม ถ้าฉันจะนั่งตรงนี้ ใกล้ใกล้เธอ
(Would it be alright if i sit here close to you)

2009-05-19T23:47:00.003+08:00

I really need to :

-get a new hairstyle!

-get a damn chio hairband!

-get done with the drama "hua yang nan zi"

-buy stationaries for school

-get a big and chio pencil case

-buy cushions! I love my bed to be full of cushions!

-head to ikea one day

-make over for my room

-decide when's my next op date!

Fucking scare when i come to think of this! Time pass so fast,2 and a half months have passed.

Tuesday going back for next appointment,and by then i'm gonna plan the next op date. Freaking scare okay. Once i think that i've to go through those nightmare again,i can really scare the hella out of me. I'm afriad,no ones will understand how i feel. Have you ever gone through all this crap? NO! So dont tell me,dont be so timid okay! I'm someone who's afriad to needles,and i ever swore to my friends if one day i have to be put on drip,i'd rather choose to die. And now,it's not only put on drip,it's you're lying on the bed with drips and with those strangers,listening to your heartbeat beating away so quickly.

Sorry let me vent me my angers for awhile.

These days was really fuck up. Sharing my probs with anna and edrian. Must really thank these 2 people so much lah. Sometimes life just gets so fuck up that you wish to strangle those people,why can't they just be little more understanding or see things from my stand? I can't say out my prob here cos it's rather not so personal so yeah? Fret not i'll because of small little things and think of killing myself,cos there's nothing more serious then stepping into the operation theatre. Haha i just need alittle time for myself. Im starting to wonder,am i still myself? Seems like im changing. Am i a good friend / grandchild / sister / daughter / lover / person ? What makes me think im a good one?

If he could be alittle more understandable,it'll makes me feel alittle more satisfied with life.

im not sad la,just feeling soo...urgh!

2009-05-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

FIREBALL MUAY THAI IS FULL OF CUTE BOYZ!
Ohmygoodness! But all good one just die so easily,so sad! Just feel like flying to thailand now.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

2009-05-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

What happening to my luck nowadays man? My most fav. shades drops on the road and kenna crush by the car. Go raiders,i dont get to play whereas people who came after me gets to play. Always kenna bomb by friends,im just so stupid. My phone cock up while waiting for the most important call. Quarrels with future after one another. Met edrian for dinner, didn't put coupon and kenna summon. Dont know what's next,am i gonna die before si jie mo ri which everyone is mentioning nowadays? LOL

Sibei si sway kau lao sai sial!

Realize all the recent picutures i damn ugly man,but who cares? I ain't pretty anyway. So what for looking pretty in pictures and then real looks buang,right? Haha

At least one thing happens which makes me feel lucky, future makes me feel so fortunate. Accompany him for dinner just now before he left for singapore. Please don't bring swine flu to singapore uh! haha!

Too many outings for me to recall when / where / who. So don't bother being specific.
Rest of the pics will be uploaded in facebook.

2009-05-16T13:02:00.003+08:00

Anna : "ALICIA"
ME : "HUH"
This is how this photo was taken! haha

Yesterday,over to grandma's place with sis then met anna ks keith @ central. Suppose to go l4d but,raiders full house so just hang around and chit chats.
YOU KNOW WHAT,A BIG STRAY DOG WENT IN BIG MAC AND CREATE A BIG HOO-HAA TO EVERYONE! WAJ!
Walked anna and ks home then me and keith went back central to meet ying,again chit chats. Don't understand why humans just have so much to talk about,we've talking for 17 years,still not sian uh? Haha!
Meeting my babes later! Enjoy your weekends people! See ya~

Anw,the rest of the pics taken on 13th may will be uploaded in facebook! ;)

2009-05-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Tell me im not being paranoid! ;)

2009-05-14T22:33:00.005+08:00

Went down to school to take my english test with ster and her bf (some sort la haha!) came along.We copy answer as usual like what we did in those secondary school days! haha

Remember we copy each other's work during common test or class test? And those skipping of lesson,making up those stupid reasons to tell ah-nan prem? haha! Cute lo! Her friend help her do her work while i copy abit here and there haha. Copy cat la i know. Walked me home,so sweet hor?

Waiting for your call,

I'm sick, call I'm angry

Call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing.

Eh waiting for your call then i want to watch tv liao la! Kin la dey. Don't want you to disturb me when i watch my show! hahahaaa kidding la! You think i dare to be angry? I dont want die so early leh. Haaa! I know you'll see this!

2009-05-13T23:18:00.006+08:00

Town this afternoon with my dudes. Fep for lunch wisma and heeran for shopping! omg,i bought something damn cute,i call it jelly wobbly from fourskin haha! It's suppose to be a ring but im wearing as bangles instead,shall take a pic of it one day. ;) SOOOOOO CUTE,RAINBOWS! Gloria jeans, chats and cam whores followed by botakj's for dinner! Finally i get to eat botak! haha

IF YOU HAPPEN TO PASSBY FOURSKINS @ HEERAN,THE ONE WHICH SELLS THE CAP THAT SIDE,LOOK OUT FOR A DUCK, AND SQUEEZE IT! Don't be shock with it's screamings! hahahahahahhahahaaa

Great day spend with my dudes! ;)

Wait for anna and keith to send me those pics.

Suddenly rmb what keith keep repeating this sentence today,

"rang lu rang lu shui niu yao guo" (make way,water Buffalo is in the way)

HAHA! It's referring to me,im the water Buffalo haha

So sad,everyone have to go back early due to their school and projects to rush.

Will i be as busy as them in future? I'm afraid i cant cope well and waste every body's effort ;(

I thought of being a police women out of a sudden,haha! So fat how to chase after thief? Haha

So dumb and random to have this thinking, i know lol

Goodbye

2009-05-13T01:41:00.004+08:00

Hey friends,be it girls or guys,
do let me know if you've anythings to sell,can let me know & i'll help ya advertise in my blogshop.

T&Cs
- Bags / Apparels / Shoes
- Must be in good Conditions

That's all i guess? Just mail me @ alicia_o6@hotmail.com ;)

Goodnight dudes.

2009-05-13T01:35:00.003+08:00

Caught the movie Taken, 2hours plus of l4d and then heart talks with my gf.
WHAT A GOOD TUESDAY! ;)

Please date me out before my school starts 2 weeks later ;)
This week fully booked! haha

What's like to love a cute guy like him? ;)

2009-05-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

MY HAIR SUCK BIG TIME NOW.

Colour so lian,fringe is neither long nor short,length to long & fizzy? Should i get it dye black?

Yah,what dye again? If you didnt notice,i just dye my hair last week? Cos the black roots are all growing.

O my,did you watch that michelle and shawn's wedding dinner? Gosh damn ridiculous la! Crystal machiam foc,flowers itselfs able to buy a car? 100 tables? My parents also had 100 tables,but that was century ago,now hella? But they are so sweet man,how i wish in future my wedding will be like them. Grand and romantic! Haha Ya right,dont know who will want to marry me also lo.

Spend my afternoon with those taiwan dramas again then met future awhile after his work. ;)

Goodbye,wanna have a chat with my sis ;)

2009-05-10T20:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!

2009-05-10T05:54:00.003+08:00

See the time,it's early in the morning 6am in few more mins time. Yes,im damn tired yet things happen after another. On the phone with him the whole night. Just wanna get all these pic uploaded in facebook and here so yeah,enjoy the pics.
GOODNIGHTS. ;)

2009-05-10T03:13:00.003+08:00

So what's with my weekends?

Friday,went back to mfss to get my o's cert with my sis. Then fish bee hoon opp school,best man!
Over to register at my school then new york new york with family.

Saturday,went to temple in the afternoon then over to town to meet ster. Gloria jeans chats and shopping. Got those cute cute thingy for my faux crocs,but so sad don't have winnie the pooh so no choice got the pony, flinstone chacracter the baby girl and boy. Ster lost her phone,pick pocket? She didnt zip her bag and her bag was open so wide. I curse the person who stole her phone to be like my situation,but for he/her have to put 2 screws into their head! Ying came join us for the movie star trek,begining was rather boring which makes me wanna sleep? But afterall was not bad? Hang around @ taka then bus back to amk. Saw tang and his friends. Went to meet scott for L4D. And wth, raiders closing @ 12plus,so played about 20 mins or so then went off to find tang and the rest. Back to crib around 2plus?

Spend my weekends wisely ;)

2009-05-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so jealous! Future went clubbing with melvin edrian lynn bf wei ming cassandra weishing zyran fashree razli .. .. .Advance birthday celebration for melv's 23rd. Next year,promise i'll be with you guys celebrating melv's 24th! Haha No more underage by then.
Lynn promise she's gonna look after future,make sure no girls get near him!
Muahahahahahhahahahhaaaa! Happy grinding,while i go my wonderland to look for my dream boy! Haha ;)

Goodnights!

2009-05-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

My hair is getting sooooooo long! Snap it off or not?

Facebook quiz damn funny,looking at what people's answers. How well you know me? Wonder if i can survive without my mobile? Yes i can,as long as with someone. ;)

Future has been super sweet these days,cos he's up to no good for sure! Wondering what's his reasons behind it.. .. dumb ass

GOODNIGHT!

2009-05-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

It's 10.25pm and i've yet to eat my dinner. Super hungry! Was suppose to go vivo with mum to catch wolverine,but since mum only got 2 ticx,so asked sis to go instead. Since i've no interest in movies, nowadays? Sis going tcss to finish her leave over the other day,and im home alone. ;(

Went to meet the person who bought things from my blogshop,so happen she was livving few blocks away,so met her @ the police post.

Hey guys,have you guys plan where to cele mother's day? Give me some idea leh.. ..
Most restaurants will be pack that day,so must go beforehand or make a reservation first.

Byeeee off to search those restaurants! ;)

2009-05-05T03:05:00.005+08:00

I hate pms,cos it makes my mood up and down everyday.
Now i feel myself being so sad case,i can't get to wear nice pumps/heels,can't walk like a normal human (so look like an alien now), can't be like any other girls enjoying their days,no more night life!

Do you know how sad am i when i see other people blogging about themself having so much fun @ this pub that club,this shopping centre that new pumps/heels they bought.

SO SAD THAT I NEED TO WATCH MR BEAN ON CHAN 5 NOW IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 3am!

2009-05-05T01:35:00.012+08:00

Uploading all those photos in both facebook and blog,damn slow man! Head spinning,hinting me to head to bed,but just wanna get those pics uploaded before going to bed.

Sucha long day today,suppose to go thomas's rom with sis,yet due to the swine flu only 8 people are allowed to go in,so end up went over to sakae sushi @ j8,yumyum! Craving for sushi for a long time!

Train over to bugis,went the new shopping centre. Not all the shops are open but i swear it's fucking big la the shopping centre,but after a period of time guess will probably be sick and tired of it as well. Met thomas and friends to have "empire state" am i right? It's totally the same as new york new york la. The big portion of servings,the deco's of the restuarant etc. Had a pair of free tics to catch Ramen girl,but end up made the wrong place so in the end over the far east for a walk. Feet was fucking pain,passerby are all staring at my feet. Damn paiseh la.Back to crib,aftermath.

I'm afriad something's wrong with my feet,cos this time is the stiches which is hurting as well as the bone. Reasons behind it's either cos i drunk beer / eat seafood / too much cold drinks / walk too much. These are some reasons people are telling me,im afraid. Afraid it's infection or the screw in my feet is "screwed up",omg if i've to undergo another op now,i'll faint man! I guess i might really end my life for so much tortures! haha! But before i die,i'll spend my days happily with friends family and him! muahaha!

So tired! Off to bed people! Goodnight.

Fatass miss him like fuck,miss me too okay! heheee

2009-05-05T01:25:00.005+08:00

2009-05-03T02:45:00.002+08:00

More than 20 over lightnings within 20min! Crappy

2009-05-03T02:10:00.004+08:00

THUNDER LIGHTNING AND RAINING HEAVILY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!
Flash after one and another! Saw one flashing right infront of my windows,Goodness!
Lightning is freaking me out!! (bo liaoz)

Fuckin hungry,didnt eat much for steamboat just now. Sis quickly come home with my supper in your hands,please.

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better

Listen back to those old reggae's,&they sounds so nice.

2009-05-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

TODAY DAMN FUN! Over to anna's place for pyjamas party with my girls. Wore our nighties,damn cute nighties! haha Bought those finger food over to her house,plus chips drinks ice-creeeeaam!What else besides camwhored poker cards and lazing around? Haha! But as long as with my girls,it's extremly fun thing! Over to cousin's place for steamboat! Yumyums!

PICTURE WILL BE UPLOADED ONCE ANNA'S SEND ME! :)

Alicia is a happy girl, cos .. .. .. once again .. .. ..
she can met her friends on the streets and say HELLO!
she can go out with her friends and have big feast!
she can go shopping and l4d like mad again!
she got so many wonderfulllll friends by her side!
she got a special person to love and dote her!

2009-05-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

OHMYGOD,first swine flu case in hongkong today. It's the first case in south east Asia. Please pray hard this swine flu can be controlled. First recession,now this virus,enough man.
This flu have affected my trip to batam,please dont affect my holiday during june / november please. ;)

My ucler is so pain ;(

2009-05-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

Weeee~ A happy LABOUR DAY for me!

Mum's 1st and smallest brother,cousins & family came,(which is my uncle la). Folks had their chats while me & my sis played with the kids. Dinner @ market beside the coffeeshop. YUM!

Big feast,cereal prawns,hot pate toufu,pork ribs,sambal kangkong,egg omelette & baby squid!

Woohoo! Damn yummy,total damage $99 with free desserts! Tml heading over their place for steamboat! Woohoo! They ask me not to drink cold drinks to prevent rheumatism,but i drink cold drinks almost everyday. Guess in future i'll regret like hell!

Sis left me at home on a friday,and she's off to drink @ TCSS. ;( I wanna go with her,but she don't allow. I actually miss clubbings,when i listen to those reggae songs. Guess i must at least wait for 1 month before i can club? My feet is swollen the whole day since morning,this is abnormal,cos my feet usually swell in the night only. Guess it's really due to the beer. Ohmans,regretting alrdy.

Meeting my girls tml,please make my feet to at least allow me to walk to anna's place?

Haha! I must find a day to reserve for my l4d,soon soon khakis!

OHYA! I TIDIED MY WARDROBE,FIRST TIME IRONING MY CLOTHES!

MY ROOM IS RETURN TO ME,YEAH! For the past few days ive been sleeping in my parents room,and my dad have been sleeping in my room. Yes,im so bad breaking my parents up right? Haha! Now im gonna sleep in my room everyday,i can on air con the whole night without anyone complaining so cold, toss and turn freely on my cosy bed ;)

Yippee yaya!

2009-04-30T21:37:00.004+08:00

This 2 days is great? Cabbed over to grandma there with daddy,told her everything about my leg and him. She even thought he was my bf,ask me to bring him over to show her one day. Haha!

I initiate to take bus home,luckily the bus was handicap bus so the steps was lower abit?
Walk from central back home was hell,weather friggin' hot plus with the speed of my walking was hell!

I hate traffic lights cos i dont think i have enough time to cross the traffic, up & down slope & GOING DOWN THE STAIRS! I use to be lazy climbing the steps,but now it's seems like its the easiest compare to walking. Going down the stair is hell,one step at a time,slow pok!
Whenever someone walks past me,makes me feel like skipping the steps. ;(

Met beeying at my block downstairs,chats and back to my crib.
Had crab for dinner,suppose to be my treat but mum treat in the end! 347 chilli crab taste like crap! Force my sis to bring me along,after serveral pleading she finally allow! Weee~ Kin's friend came over to drive me and my sis over to FABULOUS @ China Town.
Quite spacious, and the boss there was quite friendly. Purpose going there was to celebrate kin's 23rd bday. Success in getting him drunk?

Scold me "Serve me right" for going drinking even with my leg pai ka. Not sure if im thinking too much or what,my feets seems so swollen. Suppose to go town with sis,but ahh lazy to squeeze with the crowd cos tml is P.H, so guess town will be pack. So ended up kbox with sis @ amk.

BEST RECORD I TELL YOU!
I used to take less than 5min to travel from home to central,now.. ..
20min to reach the traffic light! More than half an hour to reach Kbox plaza,WTF RIGHT!?
Frustrated,keep forcing myself to walk faster. Everyone's eyes are on me.
Giving me those kind of "WAH LAO BLOCK MY WAY" look. ;(
I dont like people staring at the way i walk, but i really sick and tired of staying at home.

SO SAD! I WANNA CRY SO BADLY.

Thank you for your understand,you're the best! ;)

2009-04-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

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2009-04-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Doctor say im only allow to walk without crutches 2 weeks later, and here i am walking around without my crutches alrdy. Some will praise me,most will scold me? Haha!

Someone who keeps forcing who you get back to your feets or,
someone who ask you not to rush, take care of yourself and dont force myself?
Which one meant well for me?

I went market with daddy and mummy for dinner. (at that damn popular teochew porridge behind my market. Long Q everyday,cos it's cheap and nice! Should try it someday) Yes,i went there without my crutches.
I hate it so much,i hate myself for walking slower than a ahma! Everyone's eye were looking at my feet when i walk past then,i hate this feeling! The journey there was no prob,but the journey back was so pain causing my pace to slows down. Swells comes out in the night most of the time,swells was so bad that it have those marks of my slipper. How long more all these craps gonna last? I wanna be back to the times when hanging out with my friends till late night and those gatherings.

Fuck it man,i hate it so much!

2009-04-28T16:26:00.005+08:00

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Alicia,continue blog shopping and you'll end up having a big hole in your pocket! Shouldn't you be earning some $$ so that you can survive till school starts? And now,crap! You just spend off what you've earn! Keep it up,limb-per Haha

Felt so stupid scolding myself limb-per,so demoralizing right? LOL! What a rainy tuesday.
Made a overseas call to sis,first thing she did was to scold me! How sad!

"CALL FOR WHAT? DO YOU KNOW IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE?"
"Very ex uh? okay bye i hang up"
"Nvm la since you call then talk for a min" .. .. ..

Haha cos i used my hp to call,haah! Many people mention that,the way my mum,sis and me talk,sounds like scolding each other. Haha not true la,that's how we communicate yeah?

And holy craps,now new virus is up yeah? This time involve with pig birds and humans! Whenever a virus is up,i'll get all the symptoms making me worry like hell. This time i wonder will i fall ill again?

I'm bored,hanging on the com everyday for 10hours at least? Watching taiwan dramas this time,doesnt mean i never try walking okay! Since that day, i never use to roller chair to move around my house! haha!

I'll tell you one good news, probably on thurs? ;)

Bye! ;)

2009-04-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

My hair is getting abit too long,time to snap it off,soon.
My hair colour is fading,time to dye,soon.
My slip-ons are so limited for my pig trotter now,time to get more,soon.

What to do,still have to wait awhile more before im able to go out SOON.
Mum don't allow me to go out,i understand she's worry for me.I will not let her worry for me anymore.

Mum's smile touches me when she sees me back on my feet,she is million times happier than me. His smile make me believe that he'll be there to support me even if i fall,he allows me to rely on him. I'll make sure everyone's support is worthwhile.So if you see me walking,SMILE TO ME TO MOTIVATE ME EVEN MORE :)
If you wanna laugh at me limbing,then by all means,cos i wont give up because of your critisize.

2009-04-25T00:57:00.004+08:00

AWESOME!
Check up was good,so as my xrays. Able to start walking,but still need the support of the crutches for the at least a week or so? My first step was great,though it's painful,but im gonna bear with it in order to be fully back on my feets.
No heels till next op is over. Will still be limbing? Next appt on the 26th of may,will confirm my next op by then.

Thanks to my family,friends and of cause you. You won't know how special and important you guys are to me,i love all of you ;)

& not forgetting i like to hear from you that you miss me ;)
I miss you and it will always be that way.
Thank you.

2009-04-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FUmvTihAH4&feature=related

Watch this,damn nice! ;)

2009-04-23T23:32:00.004+08:00

12 hours more? What's gonna be the outcome? If i were to say im not afraid,it's a lie.
Im actually afraid the time to come,how silly am i? I ought to be happy,shouldn't i?
Yet crying like as if i'm gonna die,didn't i say im gonna be strong?
Alicia is a strong girl! No matter i must be brave to face tml,cos after that im able to eat big feast with my family and friends and do whatever i want by then!

Spend my day on the com watching Koizora (Sky Of Love).
But this is actually a drama of 6 episodes,the storyline is the same as the movie.
I rmb i watch the movie twice,and both times i cried like hell.
This time no exceptional,so touching.

Felt like crying so much outta sudden,will everything be back to normal?
I dont wanna face the fact,i just want to both of us to be what we are now.
I wanna keep all these deep in my heart,things wont be as easy as what you think.

Cross my fingers and pray hard. ;)
Goodnight people.

My first time saying this to you,i like you.

2009-04-23T19:52:00.001+08:00

The gentle wind always blows on the same road
I want to meet you, but is it possible for such a thing
There’s small heart beats our feelings will overlap
Just waiting for them to dissolve gently into each other

Why do people want answers?
I’m happy, but what is happiness

You become aware of the voice that you’re calling
I reach my hand out to the things I lost
Why does this mark the end of time?
But I still continue to follow the sky of tomorrow

It’s sometimes a distant hope
Probably trying to grasp unreasonably
Laboring with my hands, gradually
It’s diminishing
If you become more aware in a small love
Rather than a big oneA great love forms
Someday when the flowers are blooming
In order to sing,
In order to play
The two of us will be close

Can you hear the Song of Love
It’s a small love
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close
By your kind voice
Time flows, dreams flow
They change various shapes
It’ll be fine, right here with you
I’ll laugh, right here with you

I realise i've fallen for you.

2009-04-21T23:35:00.003+08:00

MY GIRLFRIENDS ARE SO SWEET! Gathering @ my place after their school.
Esther was the first to reach,heart talks about our love ones ;)
Followed by tong anna and beeying.
Kfc delivery! Super tuesday 8pc chicken Mac 18pc nuggets and so much foods! YUMYUMS!
Webcam dl-ing of songs watch teevee and gossips about which handsome guys in their school.

We're having a mini party sooooon,hopefully im able to walk by then?

OHMYGOOOOD IM SO HAPPY! Anna,you know why horhorhorrr?
Ohmans,damn happy! Muahahahaa!

2009-04-20T22:05:00.005+08:00

Ohmygod,i find that i'm just so sweet! Haha You know what?
I set 4 consecutive alarm starting for 6am,in order to wake the lazy bums up for school!

I woke beeying first call @ 6.20, second call @ 6.40,bomb with msgs!
Woke xiaotong @ 6.40,second call 7am bomb with msgs!
Woke anna up @ 6.55,this one,dont need to bomb msgs,cos she'll definitely wake up!
Haha all of them got shock when i call them " eh you never sleep uh ?! " In a draggy voice!

Girls,dont be tooo touch uh! Hahaaaa

Arent i sooooo sweet? Phone with beeying while she's on the way to meet kf.
Ended up i couldnt sleep till 9plus10?
Partly is because mum off the air-con,damn freaking hot!
DONT YOU KNOW I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT AIR CON!

Ohya,ytd me beeying xiaotong anna was in msn conversation,damn funny!
So sad est was working,so didnt online tgt.
I find i so cute,i ask the 3 poly girls what time their lesson and what time they have to wake up,
they didnt know i was going to give them morning call.
PLEASE SAY IM SUCHA GOOOOOD FRIEND HOR! haha!

My cute lil boy friend,i woke him up for him to get prepare for work,and this lazy bum fall back to sleep while he's still on the phone with me.

"AH BOY UH WAKE UP ALREADY HOR!" Damn cute man!

muahahaaaaaa! I woke alot of people up today,sis mum the 3bums my han sum and edrian.

&my 2 friends,wanfong & girlfriend siaotong was sweet enough to drop by after their school.
Mac fillet o fish fries coke! SHOIK! Webcam,transferring of songs & talk about their first day in school.

Ask me if i regretting not even appeal for poly? I can tell you,fucking regret!
Stupidest thing in life. For not even giving a try,please say that im a dimwit.
Mum keep asking if i blame her for not applying me up for poly,
actually it wasnt her fault,cos im just "so can't be bothered".
Damn fuck right? Maybe if i did appeal,i wont be envying my girls for going poly?
I will be like them,dragging myself outta bed every morning?
One of my friend scored the same points as me, for overall and english & she make it to rp.
Me? Fuck up crap! Aye forget it,i just have to study hard in these new school ;)

Currently listening to those old chinese songs,damn nice and sad!
I use to cry while listening to them,but hell no im gonna cry anym for anyone.
Maybe i say 1 thing do 1 thing? haha
bei ji xing de yan lei~~~ wooo!
& crap,i dont know where the whole file of jay zhou's albums went to,
gonna racky my sis cupboard for that harddrive thingy!

Bye dudes! It's good start of the week,keep it up cia! ;)
endure with another 4more days!
Rmb that i love yousss! ;) KISS!

2009-04-19T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAHHAHA! I dont know why these days i like to ask my friend this question,
"DID YOU CRY OR FEEL VERY SAD WHEN YOU GOT TO KNOW THAT I'M HOSPITALIZED AND NEEDA GO FOR THE OPERATION?"
Muahahaaaa,quite afew of them almost cried!
But 1 thing for sure is that,beeying wont cry. Cos even the sky drop,doubt she'll cry.
Among us,i think she's the one who cried the least,or never at all.

Msn chatting with xiaotong,she just can't stop crying cos i'm so touching! LOL

I LOVE,
SIAOTONG ANNA ESTHER BEEYING OKAY!
No need to worry about me or miss me alrdy,cos you'll see me soon!
We're the best okay! Even though we're seperated into different school,but we're still best buddiess & that's forever! :)
My pretty girls,love you kiss!

2009-04-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

DUDES,all the best to ya first day of school yeah!
Be happy cos' you're able to get to know alot of new friends, pretty girls & handsome guys!

Everyone is packing their bags and going to school,but not me ;(
I wanna be like them,pack school bags, thinking what to wear to school, thinking what to eat from school, thinking of the lectures, able to use new stationary, carry new bag/pencil case!
I ALSO WANT TO BE LIKE THEM :(